FAILED

you THOUGHT you had me when i responded back. you THOUGHT you had me when you initiated "I MISS YOU". you THOUGHT you had me you started to open up. you THOUGHT you had me when you reminisced about the good days. you THOUGHT you had me when at one point in our talk, it felt like how it use to be between us.you THOUGHT you had me when you had the right things to say. you THOUGHT you had me when i confessed my true feelings from the past months we were apart. you THOUGHT you had me when a compliment was passed along. but you had me when I BECAME SERIOUS and you didnt respond back. THATS WHEN YOU LOST ME. i thought i knew what i was missing, but you taught me to HESTIATE to say NO. because when you need someone that know's you at your best, you dont let them suffer. when you've given up someone while holding your true feelings in and leaving them with no hesitation, it is ONE OF THE WORST FEELINGS POSSIBLE. for them to come back and think that just becasue you've spent years building a wall of greatness with the one that you thought was, YOU SIMPLY CANT GO BACK. you THOUGHT you had me you THOUGHT you had me you THOUGHT you had me easily said that i am over you 95%. the months we were apart i thought i had lost my spirit and grace. but the months that we were apart, I DID JUST FINE.that moment we had of you thought you had me was a "fuck that, that moment will be priceless". so im done hoping for that 5%, you just proved to me that you are "THE END OF EVERYTHING I LOVED." FAILED.